19 months

Today marks 19 months on the wait list.
Some days I'm totally ok with it. Some days I'm totally not ok with it.
That's about all I can say :) hard to put how I feel into words. The longer the wait, the more I can see some of God's purpose in the wait for me and our family.
I guess I can't yet say with total sincerity that I'm thankful for the wait itself, but I can say that I'm thankful for what that has been accomplished in and through us in the wait. Wow! Does that even make sense? It does in my head:)
This past week, I got to hang out a little bit with my friends/local fellow adoption Mammas. (missed a few to sickness :( )
It just does my heart SO good to be around a group of godly women who KNOW exactly what I'm thinking and feeling. It's that common bond we share that is special.
Especially special was that 3 of my Mamma friends had their children in their arms this time! No need for sharing pictures! We got to smile and marvel at those precious children in real life!
I'm so thankful for what God has done in those families and for the hope that it gives me that one day we will be holding our sweet girl in our arms too!
Happy 19 months!